A year on

Dear Me, I've chosen EVERYthing over ONE thing, in the hope that eventually I walk away with more than NOthing. Bad play on words, but that is really how I feel. I like a challenge only when the other challenger is visibly weaker than myself. But all that is about to change. Here is the biggest challenge of all, with the one opponent worthy ONLY (in both sense of the word) of myself. If somebody else shld eventually benefit from this pursuit, so be it, good for him/her/them. You should now leaarn that I never meant so. Welcome to the jungle, baby!

can't think of a title

today is one of those days where I can't do nothing yet can't quit trying

Can't sleep can't sit can't walk can't talk can't think can't stop 

Just want to vomit my innards out then lay down and die

I just want to cease to exist

I also want to punctuate my sentences but really I'm not capable of that too